WHATEVER

its all about making the correct decisions at the right time
but with me its always the unexpected right decisions at wrong time
or it is wrong decisions at the write moment of time

somehow or the other i doo screw up things and feel Guilty about it
i am like this person who wants to go out and njoy and at the same time dreams of being at home
who wants to do things his way but wants no interference by some

its me who thinks I can and its again me that say's Can U?
its all going on here in my mind and heart, playin games all the time with me
and thats y i get confused and cannot remain as meee

sometimes if i do take correct decisions reaching the goal does not makes feel that happy
caz I says :IS that what u came this far, is it wat u wanted or u got driven by ur surroundings
i am good i am blesses woth many things, acting, photography..fine arts and i am a person who sings..

everything is there little but enough to be called upon as alive in me
i am not a perfect person wanna develop some skills that i will excel in
may be anything ....

i dont know where am i heading in life jus goin on the path that i see in front of my eyes
i don plan my future caz when i plan something it dosn work out
i loose hope and then i back out

i have stopped wanting things for me
i don't want anything now caz whatever i have hoped for ever
i got it late or Never..

i take life as it comes now and if i get anything i am happy now
caz its something better than nothing which i expect on
and thats how my life moves on...and all chances are goneee !
:P