Tuesday, September 30, 2008

SiddhGarh treck

Had this wonderful opportunity to visit siddhgarh on 27th Sept Boy it was awesome treck

The trip began with planning to go for GORAKHGADH me sai, aseem, renil, kailash, parmar and nilay. Sai backed out caz of his commitments and stress(office).
a day b4 i injured my right foot playin footer so was not that willing to go for the treck.

4:10 call from nilay i am sleeping ..dreaming into some other world
4:12 call from him again the phone goes below the pillow i continue sleeping :P
~4:20 aseeem bangs my door and i get out of bed we get ready and leave the hostel by 5:00 with the news that sai won't be coming along caz he's really tired after his delhi Trip

reached kanjur and travelled from kanjur to KALYAN the morning breeze left freshness and smile on our faces it was like breathing life
there started a photography session aseem goofy started shown their skills as they are doing some photography course so ...all was required to photography was available so they juss started doin what they wanted.









The breeze was cold really i evebn had to borrow GOGo's Jacket the very few pics taken in the train were all blurred, guess aaaa these guys have to work hard on photography skills

reached kalyan had vadapav..jalebi for breakfast GOGO already had some food with him so we juss bought some Biscuits and headed for 'murbad' the journey in da bus was awesome" cool breeze nice atmo ...nice surroundings wooooo i sat alone listening to my Ipod i don like sitting next to parmar he's a damn Jerk so he and i sat alone
we reached mubad and then headed for the base point for The treck in a ST bus !! boy it was a BUMPY ride ! "again i was reading my novel listening ipod whereas everyone making fun of kailash and mee and sometimes parmar I hate this kinda conversation so try to avoid this but still these guys could not control and made me to participate in their conversation :P

we reached to the base Goofy the marathi manussh proved to be of vital help and we were told the way to go to gorakhgadh and siddhgadh someone told there is a good
waterfall @ siddgadh and gorakhgadh is a tough i initiated we'll go to siddhgadh as there's a waterfall :D:D (i was not willing to go on a tough one reason my injured foot)so we headed for siddhgarh



Journey began we went through a village the people helped us locating where to Go kailash and Parmar had gaali fights all the time the entire treck
aseem and goofy started there photgraphy session FOOL paatti jhaad ..pahad "whatever they saw they clicked and aseem once said "Bhatia abe kya faltoo idhar udhar ke pic let hain" "bhatia ke haat main camera pakda do bas idhar udhar kahin ki bhbi pic kheechega " and now ....look what was he doin :P FReaky Funny world







well we started climbing ..at first it was easy further the heat made the treck a bit difficult we were short of water so filled supplies from a "JHARNA" i mean waterfall i was not willing to drink it but /////\\\\ did eventually no choice as no water supply there
i had it with goofy and parmar....man they always wana act smart..give up kara diya !! i really don wanna it to become like this but they made things ugly so i thought lets njoy the beauty here left those bitches behind

halted at a waterfall where one other group were taking bath parmar kailash said lets go but we didn stop we went ahead few more minutes of climbing and fuuuuuuuuuu
man out of breath but all the time the beauty was breathtaking mannn

we somehow reached the top then photography session
some 100-200 ft were left we started ,,again at certain point we decides not to go furter but were enough gutsy to take the risk we move ahead parmar leading me being second the path was way to steep like a simple slip of foot and "U are no more"
we still managed to go few fts further but atlast gogo me and aseem said we are climbing it with so much risk when we'll be coming back it would become so much

dangerous man so with a load on our heart :P we came back from there rested at this POint where the baba made us tea and we rested there for about 2 hrs












we began the journey back to home man
stopped at the waterfall and took a bath, i literally drowned and one nice fella saved me i was willing to take risk, i jumped in and ...hehe was in only he caught my hand ....pulled me up :P "fat li thi boss"
bas maza aagaaayaa fir bhi
started for base again parmar strted to sing in his besure surr ....but no one ver says anything to this cheap chap!:P ....well in 1 hr we tired reached the base....in it was dark when we reached the bus stand we were all fucked upp so damn tired that i cannot describe ....But in all we njoyed each and every part of the treck except for few instances where we had fights and misunderstandings



I LOved siddhgarh and am willing to go back to go to the top completely and I'll

cheers
Biren

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

MeEeEeeeeee

I am building up these walls around me, solid concrete walls. Even the voices on the other side don’t come and bother me anymore. Everything that intend to come to me has to come through these walls which is mere impossible; the result is me in my own world for me, I want to break these walls now, but these are so strong that my efforts become worthless.
I so want to get out of this fortress I made around me but I am chained to a hook somewhere deep inside and not able to get loose. This entire process of trying again and again goes on and on and I fail every-time and the next time I go for it with lesser and lesser enthusiasm. Yes that’s me “the lonesome”, trapped inside my own domain with my own constraints and yes I am willing to break free, but I don’t find a force strong enough to pull me off these boundaries these walls or break through them and reach me…I am dying to come out…..
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Biren Bhatia

The Journey on never ending road !

I am walking on a road that never ends sometimes I even run to hop on more distance to reach the so called destination I have been following, but no use the road never ends. I reach something and again see something else and continue my journey leaving behind everything I had joy, friends, family yes even thoughts and feelings, reason being these thoughts and feelings make my journey prolonged its better to think of what I am going for, what is the run for, but in the end when I rest, take a breath the sadness the thought of no-one around me, the self proclaimed curse that I carry just screeches my mind, pushing the pain right at the bottom of my heart and deep down my soul, causing injuries that grow with time.

Yes I feel lonely sometimes I wish I could stop on this road, could put an end to this journey but …
I don’t stop to make new relations rather I move away, way...way beyond from the reach of the old relations friends family and foes, all berried deep down somewhere in my heart.
Time is running and so am I, am I running with time or ahead of it...nah nobody can run ahead of time, so am I racing with time or are we, both going on independent.

The road I travel has no end, but may diversion each leading to some new endless road, I feel someone running ahead and behind me on this road and I hope others are doing so on these diversions. I never met any of these running friends of mine, oops I called them friends strange but I really want to meet someone on this endless journey who stays with me matches my pace, neither ahead nor behind just side by side running on the same road having the same Journey, that way when I rest or take a breath I have someone with me, beside me to take away all those feelings of loneliness I ever had, but I fear yup I fear I may loose this special friend or mate, it may take some diversion running on some other parallel path or some path different.
And I have to continue on my road again with the same old feelings and the sadness and pain intensified with the grief of loosing this friend, so I decided not to stop not to look for this special someone.

I get dreams sometimes while I am off the road of Home, of friends and of family all calling me back running 180 degree backwards on the same path that leads right back at them but, I wake up and start a fresh again and start this non ending journey to reach the non attainable goals that I want. I think my journey to life would go on, and on, end on this road non-ending road.
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Biren Bhatia

ONLY the LONELY

I have seen them getting old as I became a teenager; I have seen the pain, their waiting eyes loosing all the bright light in the hope of getting little personal attention, their ears dying to hear a personalized talk, someone saying “Yes I care”. Their lips always ready to talk but no-one around to hear, its nothing but a never ending, long life for them. I wonder do they wish to live in same misery and see/hear their children happy/sad or hope for reincarnation.

Looking at them one might think they were never young it has been centuries when they grew old, but I have seen them growing old. The way they are treated by their children is worse then they treat their servants and these children are my relatives only, I always wanted to intervene and say this is wrong that you all are doing they are your parents, they have done so much for you, now when they want to talk to you, need your attention you just behave they don’t exist. You pass ignoring them and that kills them within but still, their heart hopes for your good. You have stopped thinking about them but all they can do is think about it. You are too busy with your life and your free time goes in thinking about your family and cursing your parents why are they still here why do they speak in between, why do they even exist? That’s all you think, when you can spend those 10-20 minutes with them and bring a smile on their face, make them happy but you won’t caz you have turned your back towards them, it’s the spell of social evil the modern life that’s even worsening your situation. I feel I am a culprit to, I never speak a word in front of them about their behavior with them. I wish their children don’t keep them as they have kept their parents and I wish this silence of mine breaks soon and somehow or the other the separation created between them breaks or at-least decreases.

the poison in me

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I AM A Restless soul a dreamer .....wanna be the best ... ....singing,,, talking ,,,, chatting ,,,,, photography ,,, Sketching ...trekking. DRAMATICS (ACTING/Writing/Direction)....etc etc...these things define me ! Peace! Change the world